it won't fix what's really wrong
And you saw what you had to do.
canon divergent jeremy gilbert
tracking gilbertjeremy
adored by stacey
canon divergent jeremy gilbert
tracking gilbertjeremy
adored by stacey
Prince Charming,
If you’re reading this, I’m dead.
Wow, I always wanted to say something like that. Alright, Allison, stop with the inappropriate sense of humor, it’s not actually that funny.
The truth is, I’m just terrible with goodbyes. You think, after saying so many to so many people, I’d have it down-pact. I don’t. I hate them. It’s so much easier for me to just not say them, but I know I had to say something to you. Maybe I should’ve called, maybe I should’ve asked you to come here so you could see me one last time.
But this isn’t how I want you to remember me. Broken, withering away in a hospital bed with dozens of wires sticking in me. I want you to remember me strong. I want you to remember the first night we met in the woods, remember the girl with the dagger and the threats spilling from her lips that were never meant for you. Remember her fearlessness.
And remember who she was around you. I want you to remember the mischievous gleam in her eyes, remember her hands. Remember how I’d brush your hair out of your face with just the tips of my fingers, and remember the night that I kissed the scars on your body. Remember the girl that could go from harsh to gentle in the blink of an eye.
Keep these memories close to you, Jeremy. Let them get your through this difficult time. Don’t be afraid to go through the motions, either. Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, acceptance– don’t fear any of the emotions. Let them come, let them pass, remember me fondly and with happiness that I lived instead of sadness that I died.
You’ve lost so many people, and I didn’t want to be apart of that list. I want to be with you. I don’t want to leave you, and I don’t want you to lose another person. Because, more than anything, you deserve to be happy. And I hope you find that. Find someone that can make you happy, find peace and know that I’ll always be with you.
Sounds cheesy, but you’ve got to believe in something, right?
–Snow White
tetheredtoelena reblogged this from protegeonsarchive tetheredtoelena liked this tetheredtoelena said:
#goodbye cruel world 
protegeonsarchive posted this two important plot items: i will never write the infidelity stuff of s3. and i won't write jeremy killing kol. these are personal choices.
this blog has existed on tumblr since early 2011, with the original url being gilbert-jeremy. i've also used the urls jeremysgone (post-4x14), jeremysback (post-4x23), and dontyouxdare (post s5 finale).
due to the nature of jeremy's story, you may find triggering themes featured here, including self-harm, mental health issues, drugs, alcohol, addiction, violence, abuse, murder, suicide, and death. this blog will NOT write ANYTHING related to rape/sexual assault. please tag your nsfw so tumblr savior can do it's job!
on the subject of tagging, please tag anything related to jeremy's death in 4x14 as stacey don't look. Same goes for audio posts of 'Come Home' by OneRepublic aka the soundtrack to Jeremy's first death. Thanks!
SHIPPING: i am equal-opportunity as far as shipping goes, but roleplay is about so much more than romance and smut. i am an absolute sucker for a good, honest, platonic friendship. relationships are all fine and good, but it's the friendships that weave in and out that make them really special. i will never force a ship on you, and i ask that you return the same courtesy. the only ship i will flat out refuse is romantic damon x jeremy.
ORIGINAL CHARACTERS: are my lifeblood. please have a simple bio accessible on your blog for me to read!
PSA: IF I CAN'T READ YOUR BLOG, I WON'T FOLLOW YOU. it is not my job to make YOUR blog legible.
STARTERS: if you want to tag me in a random starter, go ahead! just remember that don't know the plots of seasons 6-8!
MEMES: send 'em. i don't care if we're mutuals or not. i do not believe in reblog karma and honestly don't care if you 'use' me as a 'meme resource.'
CONTACT ME: i will always reply to anything in my tag- as opposed to my inbox. i'm not the best at replying to messages or meme requests for that matter. i don't have a discord or skype and don't really plan on getting either.
WARNING: my muse is fickle, and i won't always reply to things in the order i receive them. i will not put up with being guiltripped to roleplay- whether it's passive aggressive posts or sending 'poke' messages to remind me to reply. i will literally just unfollow you and be done with it. i created jeremy to be my safe space away from a toxic rp environment, and i won't allow anyone to compromise that.
while this is a JEREMY GILBERT blog, there are three versions of him you may find on here, depending on the universe you interact with him. see the FCs here.
MUN: hi! my name is stacey (she/her). i'm 26 years old, and my otp is jeremy x allison argent (teen wolf). you can catch me at my personal blog here or my personal twitter here!
ICONS: starting of march 2019, any srm icons i will be using for replies have been made by my roleplay mum rachie. all mooney icons are made by the lovely evie. don't steal 'em!
Prior to the beginning of the series, his parents died in a tragic car accident. His sister, Elena, was also in the car that night, but managed to survive thanks to Stefan Salvatore, who rescued her before she could drown. As a way of coping with the accident, he started dealing and using drugs, but soon stopped after the death of his first girlfriend, Vicki Donovan, who had supposedly died of an overdose. Following the murder of his second girlfriend Anna, Jeremy purposely overdosed on pills after drinking vampire blood in the hope of becoming a vampire so he could turn off his humanity. However, his attempt to become a vampire failed, and the blood healed the damage the pills caused to his system.
Jeremy was shot by Sheriff Forbes after Damon dodged the bullet, and was revived by Bonnie, who at the time was channeling the power of over a hundred massacred witches at the witch burial ground. However, the spell that caused him to be revived also gave him the power to see ghosts, causing him to be haunted by the ghosts of his dead girlfriends Vicki and Anna.
After experiencing multiple traumatic events as a result of the supernatural drama in his town, including being compelled by Klaus to stand in front of a speeding car, Elena feared for his safety and arranged for Damon to compel him to live with extended family in Denver.