nightmare— i’ll write my character having a nightmare about yours, or vise versa
status: NOT ACCEPTING and specifically a reaction to THIS
“Now, like I said I don’t fancy the hunter’s curse, so I’m just gonna chop off your arm.” He’s struggling against the restraints holding him in place as Jeremy stares up into the ceiling of his long forgotten family home. How the hell did he get here? And was that Kol pacing with a meat cleaver just above his head?
“–But don’t worry- I’ll heal you up right up with a bit of blood after.” A hand presses against his forehead, causing a strain in his neck when he attempts to move again. It’s like the very strength he’s learned to claim as his own has suddenly vanished in his hour of need. How is this possible? Kol’s always been stronger, but never, ever used his power this way. The memories are there, leading up to this moment, but they blur when he tries to recall them. There’s a plan… but it must have gone wrong, for he’d never scheme for something like this… The thoughts in his head… His heart races in his chest as the knife hovers above– he winces when it lowers, but there’s no contact.
Kol wears a puzzled look, his demeanor cold in how casual he is right now – as if they were always heading for this place; like destiny asserting itself on the world, with Kol as the hand of justice. It’s enough to send a shiver down Jeremy’s spine. “Now, which arm is it? Left or right?” Why are you doing this? he tries to scream, but nothing audible can be heard.
“I’ll just chop off both to be safe.” Again, Jeremy’s pleads never escape his throat, confined only to his tortured soul. In all the years they had spent together, they were never supposed to come to this place. He’s not in his right mind. Perhaps this is why Kol’s gone to such extremes. Maybe he deserves this. After all, he’s never had these thoughts before – the thoughts that if only I could break free – the white oak stake is right there.
With little ceremony, the cleaver rises and falls once more, but the sudden addition of a third party causes the Original to miss his mark. Surprise plays on Jeremy’s face when the first cuff is severed in half, and without thinking, he releases the other hand and leaps to the sink. Or, rather, his body does. He’s a captive in his mind, watching his own hands and feet move, but unable to dictate their path. Fists pound at the mental barrier when his sire cries out in pain and the skin begins to burn from his flesh. He’s wielding the extended faucet like a pistol shooting acid. Vervain in the water. Didn’t Kol ask something about that? The familiarity tickles at his consciousness, but his sister’s words, and the actions that follow, silence him forever.
Flames erupt, overtaking the Gilbert kitchen, as howls of utter agony echo around them. His mouth is agape, stunned at the sight of Kol’s fiery body staggering away from his murderers. This cannot be happening– this cannot be real. And yet, he can feel the violent grasp of death as if it’s his own chest with a stake protruding from it. The vampire drops to his knees, and somehow that’s enough for him to break the trace. His own body lurches forward, wrapping up the Old One in his arms as they both sink to the floor. Steams roll down his face in waves as the environment starts to fade from around them.
Fuck it all. He’d burn with him.
In the darkness, Jeremy’s eyes flutter open. And as he sits up, he struggles for breath. Unsteady arms push his body up from reclining on what’s revealed to be a lavish hotel bed. King sized. Fitting, and completely expected, when his gaze stretches out before him and discovers the Original staring back at him through the space. He blinks slowly, and Jeremy can see some emotion he cannot define on his companion’s face. His heart still beats at an abnormal pace, but his expression softens. Understanding washes over him. Understanding and guilt. Guilt for actions that weren’t his own. Guilt for actions that were done wearing his face– by a man who was him, but wasn’t him. And now he knows. He knows that every day they’re together, Kol is looking into the last face he saw before he died. The face of his murderer.
“I’m sorry,” he whispers before the other can speak. His chest tightens with genuine emotion that he still doesn’t entire understand. The only thing he knows is what happened to Kol was wrong. The hunter was wrong. Jeremy forces back the tears, assuming knowing the senior vampire’s opinion on such a display, and instead opts to quietly rise from bed and pour them both a glass of whiskey.
As he offers him one of the glass tumblers, the intensity of Jeremy’s gaze conveys his unspoken vow. The hunter will never touch this Kol from another world. And for a moment, in that dark room, he ponders what it would be like to kill the hunter himself.
two important plot items: i will never write the infidelity stuff of s3. and i won't write jeremy killing kol. these are personal choices.
this blog has existed on tumblr since early 2011, with the original url being gilbert-jeremy. i've also used the urls jeremysgone (post-4x14), jeremysback (post-4x23), and dontyouxdare (post s5 finale).
due to the nature of jeremy's story, you may find triggering themes featured here, including self-harm, mental health issues, drugs, alcohol, addiction, violence, abuse, murder, suicide, and death. this blog will NOT write ANYTHING related to rape/sexual assault. please tag your nsfw so tumblr savior can do it's job!
on the subject of tagging, please tag anything related to jeremy's death in 4x14 as stacey don't look. Same goes for audio posts of 'Come Home' by OneRepublic aka the soundtrack to Jeremy's first death. Thanks!
SHIPPING: i am equal-opportunity as far as shipping goes, but roleplay is about so much more than romance and smut. i am an absolute sucker for a good, honest, platonic friendship. relationships are all fine and good, but it's the friendships that weave in and out that make them really special. i will never force a ship on you, and i ask that you return the same courtesy. the only ship i will flat out refuse is romantic damon x jeremy.
ORIGINAL CHARACTERS: are my lifeblood. please have a simple bio accessible on your blog for me to read!
PSA: IF I CAN'T READ YOUR BLOG, I WON'T FOLLOW YOU. it is not my job to make YOUR blog legible.
STARTERS: if you want to tag me in a random starter, go ahead! just remember that don't know the plots of seasons 6-8!
MEMES: send 'em. i don't care if we're mutuals or not. i do not believe in reblog karma and honestly don't care if you 'use' me as a 'meme resource.'
CONTACT ME: i will always reply to anything in my tag- as opposed to my inbox. i'm not the best at replying to messages or meme requests for that matter. i don't have a discord or skype and don't really plan on getting either.
WARNING: my muse is fickle, and i won't always reply to things in the order i receive them. i will not put up with being guiltripped to roleplay- whether it's passive aggressive posts or sending 'poke' messages to remind me to reply. i will literally just unfollow you and be done with it. i created jeremy to be my safe space away from a toxic rp environment, and i won't allow anyone to compromise that.
while this is a JEREMY GILBERT blog, there are three versions of him you may find on here, depending on the universe you interact with him. see the FCs here.
MUN: hi! my name is stacey (she/her). i'm 26 years old, and my otp is jeremy x allison argent (teen wolf). you can catch me at my personal blog here or my personal twitter here!
ICONS: starting of march 2019, any srm icons i will be using for replies have been made by my roleplay mum rachie. all mooney icons are made by the lovely evie. don't steal 'em!
Prior to the beginning of the series, his parents died in a tragic car accident. His sister, Elena, was also in the car that night, but managed to survive thanks to Stefan Salvatore, who rescued her before she could drown. As a way of coping with the accident, he started dealing and using drugs, but soon stopped after the death of his first girlfriend, Vicki Donovan, who had supposedly died of an overdose. Following the murder of his second girlfriend Anna, Jeremy purposely overdosed on pills after drinking vampire blood in the hope of becoming a vampire so he could turn off his humanity. However, his attempt to become a vampire failed, and the blood healed the damage the pills caused to his system.
Jeremy was shot by Sheriff Forbes after Damon dodged the bullet, and was revived by Bonnie, who at the time was channeling the power of over a hundred massacred witches at the witch burial ground. However, the spell that caused him to be revived also gave him the power to see ghosts, causing him to be haunted by the ghosts of his dead girlfriends Vicki and Anna.
After experiencing multiple traumatic events as a result of the supernatural drama in his town, including being compelled by Klaus to stand in front of a speeding car, Elena feared for his safety and arranged for Damon to compel him to live with extended family in Denver.