Asher can’t look away from him. He needs to just focus on him and he knows this is hard. But he doesn’t want to leave him. Asher and Joshua had been through a lot. He had waited over six months for him and now? There was a lot of shit going on and they both had to handle it. He would send Julia away with somebody he trusted. She didn’t need to be here while they were dealing with things. It was hard for them both. Asher had much more going on than he told Joshua and honestly he knew he should share. He had killed a lot of their numbers, they wouldn’t be letting him get away with that. There was no way that he could.
“Yes it is.” Asher stated, hearing how his heartbeat picked up. He wasn’t about to give up and let Joshua push him away as well. He knew if he left with Julia she would just make him turn around. He closed his eyes for a moment then opened them. “If you start with the my sister my problem we’re gonna have a problem. Everything with the Fireflies isn’t just on you. I made choices too. It’s not like it’s only on you. We can find Elena together it’d be easier that way. I’m not going to abandon you. You are stuck with me. We both have stuff going on and you and I need to manage.”
Joshua pressed his lips together in exasperation. There were so many negative traits that coincided with the Salvatore name; this right here was one of the best (and worst) ones. Stefan and Damon had always been so loyal to Elena – and Katherine, centuries ago – and Jeremy had never understood it. And now, standing before Asher, the disbelief played plainly on his face. He had never done anything to inspire such dedication. Not even his own sister, his absolute priority in this life, stood by him like this. She pushed him away, made his decisions for him, and broke his heart– because it was hers to break.
“You are so fuckin’ frustrating,” he exhaled between tight lips, his gaze flickering between his eyes. Without much hesitation, Joshua reached out and pulled the vampire into a desperate kiss. The argument was far from over– he had to let Asher go before all their actions caught up to him. He was, after all, the one who would suffer the consequences for the past year. But for now, he could put it aside to show how sorry he was– how much he wished he didn’t need him, and how grateful he was for what they had.
two important plot items: i will never write the infidelity stuff of s3. and i won't write jeremy killing kol. these are personal choices.
this blog has existed on tumblr since early 2011, with the original url being gilbert-jeremy. i've also used the urls jeremysgone (post-4x14), jeremysback (post-4x23), and dontyouxdare (post s5 finale).
due to the nature of jeremy's story, you may find triggering themes featured here, including self-harm, mental health issues, drugs, alcohol, addiction, violence, abuse, murder, suicide, and death. this blog will NOT write ANYTHING related to rape/sexual assault. please tag your nsfw so tumblr savior can do it's job!
on the subject of tagging, please tag anything related to jeremy's death in 4x14 as stacey don't look. Same goes for audio posts of 'Come Home' by OneRepublic aka the soundtrack to Jeremy's first death. Thanks!
SHIPPING: i am equal-opportunity as far as shipping goes, but roleplay is about so much more than romance and smut. i am an absolute sucker for a good, honest, platonic friendship. relationships are all fine and good, but it's the friendships that weave in and out that make them really special. i will never force a ship on you, and i ask that you return the same courtesy. the only ship i will flat out refuse is romantic damon x jeremy.
ORIGINAL CHARACTERS: are my lifeblood. please have a simple bio accessible on your blog for me to read!
PSA: IF I CAN'T READ YOUR BLOG, I WON'T FOLLOW YOU. it is not my job to make YOUR blog legible.
STARTERS: if you want to tag me in a random starter, go ahead! just remember that don't know the plots of seasons 6-8!
MEMES: send 'em. i don't care if we're mutuals or not. i do not believe in reblog karma and honestly don't care if you 'use' me as a 'meme resource.'
CONTACT ME: i will always reply to anything in my tag- as opposed to my inbox. i'm not the best at replying to messages or meme requests for that matter. i don't have a discord or skype and don't really plan on getting either.
WARNING: my muse is fickle, and i won't always reply to things in the order i receive them. i will not put up with being guiltripped to roleplay- whether it's passive aggressive posts or sending 'poke' messages to remind me to reply. i will literally just unfollow you and be done with it. i created jeremy to be my safe space away from a toxic rp environment, and i won't allow anyone to compromise that.
while this is a JEREMY GILBERT blog, there are three versions of him you may find on here, depending on the universe you interact with him. see the FCs here.
MUN: hi! my name is stacey (she/her). i'm 26 years old, and my otp is jeremy x allison argent (teen wolf). you can catch me at my personal blog here or my personal twitter here!
ICONS: starting of march 2019, any srm icons i will be using for replies have been made by my roleplay mum rachie. all mooney icons are made by the lovely evie. don't steal 'em!
Prior to the beginning of the series, his parents died in a tragic car accident. His sister, Elena, was also in the car that night, but managed to survive thanks to Stefan Salvatore, who rescued her before she could drown. As a way of coping with the accident, he started dealing and using drugs, but soon stopped after the death of his first girlfriend, Vicki Donovan, who had supposedly died of an overdose. Following the murder of his second girlfriend Anna, Jeremy purposely overdosed on pills after drinking vampire blood in the hope of becoming a vampire so he could turn off his humanity. However, his attempt to become a vampire failed, and the blood healed the damage the pills caused to his system.
Jeremy was shot by Sheriff Forbes after Damon dodged the bullet, and was revived by Bonnie, who at the time was channeling the power of over a hundred massacred witches at the witch burial ground. However, the spell that caused him to be revived also gave him the power to see ghosts, causing him to be haunted by the ghosts of his dead girlfriends Vicki and Anna.
After experiencing multiple traumatic events as a result of the supernatural drama in his town, including being compelled by Klaus to stand in front of a speeding car, Elena feared for his safety and arranged for Damon to compel him to live with extended family in Denver.