it won't fix what's really wrong
And you saw what you had to do.
canon divergent jeremy gilbert
tracking gilbertjeremy
adored by stacey
canon divergent jeremy gilbert
tracking gilbertjeremy
adored by stacey
“I had the idea of control before I went in. Katherine had a plan and it was set. But then I got in there and I smelt your blood… I lost all control. I don’t regret what I did because they deserved everything they did to you and more, but I regret that you saw me like that. For a while I felt like you just saw me the same as my father after I worked hard to show you I wasn’t. If anything happens to you again or Julia I will do what I have to to make sure to keep you both safe.” Asher was determined, he wasn’t going to lose them again. He couldn’t lose them.
There is a weight to their actions, the hand on his feels weighted. He knows that there is something that Joshua isn’t saying. He moves closer, their bodies touching now as Joshua speaks. He gets what he’s saying, Julia didn’t need this. She needed to be safe. “Then we leave. With you. You are not going to stay behind and let them kill you. I refuse to leave you behind again. Julia won’t let me leave you behind. It’s either all of us or none of us and if you sneak out in the middle of the night I will follow. I’m not losing you again Joshua.”
As much as he wants to look away, he holds Asher’s gaze. This is too important– keeping them safe from his mistake is too important. Asher has changed his life in ways he cannot quantify, but so has Julia. That girl– nearly a woman now– was so bright and so loving… in a way, she didn’t belong in this world. And that’s why they had to keep her safe; they have to protect what makes her Julia. She cannot get involved in this. And neither she nor Asher should not have to feel consequences for his costly mistake. Oh, if the vampire only understood… but it’s better off that he doesn’t. Joshua’s already made his home unsafe for him– he doesn’t need to b r e a k his heart, too.
“This isn’t up for debate,” Joshua argues. His pulse has picked up again, thundering away in his chest. Something about having someone refuse to walk away from him– for the first time in his life, having a true family again… “My sister is still here. I can’t leave Elena. It’s how she turned out this way in the first place. I know can bring her back– I can get her to flip the switch again. I just need more time. And you–” he turns his head and presses a kiss to the palm of Asher’s hand, mumbling against his skin. “You don’t have time. I can’t let you get hurt because of me. So you have to go. And I will follow– but only once Elena is okay again.”
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cupcakemonwrites reblogged this from tetheredtoelena two important plot items: i will never write the infidelity stuff of s3. and i won't write jeremy killing kol. these are personal choices.
this blog has existed on tumblr since early 2011, with the original url being gilbert-jeremy. i've also used the urls jeremysgone (post-4x14), jeremysback (post-4x23), and dontyouxdare (post s5 finale).
due to the nature of jeremy's story, you may find triggering themes featured here, including self-harm, mental health issues, drugs, alcohol, addiction, violence, abuse, murder, suicide, and death. this blog will NOT write ANYTHING related to rape/sexual assault. please tag your nsfw so tumblr savior can do it's job!
on the subject of tagging, please tag anything related to jeremy's death in 4x14 as stacey don't look. Same goes for audio posts of 'Come Home' by OneRepublic aka the soundtrack to Jeremy's first death. Thanks!
SHIPPING: i am equal-opportunity as far as shipping goes, but roleplay is about so much more than romance and smut. i am an absolute sucker for a good, honest, platonic friendship. relationships are all fine and good, but it's the friendships that weave in and out that make them really special. i will never force a ship on you, and i ask that you return the same courtesy. the only ship i will flat out refuse is romantic damon x jeremy.
ORIGINAL CHARACTERS: are my lifeblood. please have a simple bio accessible on your blog for me to read!
PSA: IF I CAN'T READ YOUR BLOG, I WON'T FOLLOW YOU. it is not my job to make YOUR blog legible.
STARTERS: if you want to tag me in a random starter, go ahead! just remember that don't know the plots of seasons 6-8!
MEMES: send 'em. i don't care if we're mutuals or not. i do not believe in reblog karma and honestly don't care if you 'use' me as a 'meme resource.'
CONTACT ME: i will always reply to anything in my tag- as opposed to my inbox. i'm not the best at replying to messages or meme requests for that matter. i don't have a discord or skype and don't really plan on getting either.
WARNING: my muse is fickle, and i won't always reply to things in the order i receive them. i will not put up with being guiltripped to roleplay- whether it's passive aggressive posts or sending 'poke' messages to remind me to reply. i will literally just unfollow you and be done with it. i created jeremy to be my safe space away from a toxic rp environment, and i won't allow anyone to compromise that.
while this is a JEREMY GILBERT blog, there are three versions of him you may find on here, depending on the universe you interact with him. see the FCs here.
MUN: hi! my name is stacey (she/her). i'm 26 years old, and my otp is jeremy x allison argent (teen wolf). you can catch me at my personal blog here or my personal twitter here!
ICONS: starting of march 2019, any srm icons i will be using for replies have been made by my roleplay mum rachie. all mooney icons are made by the lovely evie. don't steal 'em!
Prior to the beginning of the series, his parents died in a tragic car accident. His sister, Elena, was also in the car that night, but managed to survive thanks to Stefan Salvatore, who rescued her before she could drown. As a way of coping with the accident, he started dealing and using drugs, but soon stopped after the death of his first girlfriend, Vicki Donovan, who had supposedly died of an overdose. Following the murder of his second girlfriend Anna, Jeremy purposely overdosed on pills after drinking vampire blood in the hope of becoming a vampire so he could turn off his humanity. However, his attempt to become a vampire failed, and the blood healed the damage the pills caused to his system.
Jeremy was shot by Sheriff Forbes after Damon dodged the bullet, and was revived by Bonnie, who at the time was channeling the power of over a hundred massacred witches at the witch burial ground. However, the spell that caused him to be revived also gave him the power to see ghosts, causing him to be haunted by the ghosts of his dead girlfriends Vicki and Anna.
After experiencing multiple traumatic events as a result of the supernatural drama in his town, including being compelled by Klaus to stand in front of a speeding car, Elena feared for his safety and arranged for Damon to compel him to live with extended family in Denver.