it won't fix what's really wrong
And you saw what you had to do.
canon divergent jeremy gilbert
tracking gilbertjeremy
adored by stacey
canon divergent jeremy gilbert
tracking gilbertjeremy
adored by stacey
five word prompts / accepting
her features turn from his girlfriend to his commander without her even realizing it or being able to do anything to stop it. she presses her hand to the centre of his chest and pushes, hard, causing him to fall back against the bed with a light thud. allison stands over him, eyes drinking in every inch of him slowly. she can’t say she doesn’t like what she sees. ever since she first met him, she’d been taken with how handsome he is, and the way his muscles show through the tight shirt he’s wearing is just right for her. then again, it’d be so much better if he weren’t wearing a shirt… or anything at all.
allison’s tongue travel over her lips. she smiles, a smile that says she knows what she’s wants, and that just so happens to be him. a hungry smile. ‘ take off your shirt, ’ she says, wearing the same smile. it’s obvious by the tone of her voice that it wasn’t a request, but a demand. a direct order from his leader. and when he comes back at her, telling her to make him, that just has her more determined. so, slowly, she hikes up her skirt and joins him on the bed, straddling his hips. her fingers find the collar of his shirt, and in one quick movement she has it ripped completely in half. allison looks at him with an arched brow, curious as to what he thinks he’s gonna do next. but then she remembers, she’s in charge.
her lips press a gentle kiss to his bullet wound scar, like that night so long ago when she had first seen it. still, even in her commander suit, her kiss there is as gentle and loving as it was the first time. she lifts off her own shirt over her head, and then her bra, leaving her bearing her own scar. allison takes one of his hands and presses it against the scar. he can probably feel how fast her heart is beating, too. and, somewhere along the way, she’s shedded her leader skin, and she’s just allison. and he’s just jeremy. and they were just there, touching each other’s almost identical scars, and it feels like there’s a string connecting the two of them right at that point. and she wants to tell him about it, but she kisses him instead.
she leans against his body, his free arm encircling her waist so he can hold her close against him. here, in their very own bubble, allison feels safe for the first time in such a long time. ‘ you make me feel safe, ’ she whispers against his lips. she doesn’t pull away from him at all, and when he blinks, she can feel his lashes caress her cheek. his hands on her body are gentle, but firm. they work her out of her skirt, and his pants. she feels whole, and she feels like, for the first time in a long time, she’s being taken care of. but that’s nothing really new. whenever she’s with jeremy, she always feels taken care of. he takes care of her.
there’s only one other night she think she really knew what it was to make love instead of just have sex, and that was their first time. when she caught her first glimpse of his scar, and she kissed it because it was an ugly thing that happened to him, but the scar did not make him ugly. it made him… him. and tonight, they both have scars, like an actual star etched itself into their skin — half for jeremy, and half for allison. together, their scars make one star. and when they make love like this, she swears their two souls become one, as if it were destined to be that was. as if they were destined to be. usually, she would think that’s insane and impossible, but now as she feels him inside her, she thinks it just might be true.
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protegeons posted this two important plot items: i will never write the infidelity stuff of s3. and i won't write jeremy killing kol. these are personal choices.
this blog has existed on tumblr since early 2011, with the original url being gilbert-jeremy. i've also used the urls jeremysgone (post-4x14), jeremysback (post-4x23), and dontyouxdare (post s5 finale).
due to the nature of jeremy's story, you may find triggering themes featured here, including self-harm, mental health issues, drugs, alcohol, addiction, violence, abuse, murder, suicide, and death. this blog will NOT write ANYTHING related to rape/sexual assault. please tag your nsfw so tumblr savior can do it's job!
on the subject of tagging, please tag anything related to jeremy's death in 4x14 as stacey don't look. Same goes for audio posts of 'Come Home' by OneRepublic aka the soundtrack to Jeremy's first death. Thanks!
SHIPPING: i am equal-opportunity as far as shipping goes, but roleplay is about so much more than romance and smut. i am an absolute sucker for a good, honest, platonic friendship. relationships are all fine and good, but it's the friendships that weave in and out that make them really special. i will never force a ship on you, and i ask that you return the same courtesy. the only ship i will flat out refuse is romantic damon x jeremy.
ORIGINAL CHARACTERS: are my lifeblood. please have a simple bio accessible on your blog for me to read!
PSA: IF I CAN'T READ YOUR BLOG, I WON'T FOLLOW YOU. it is not my job to make YOUR blog legible.
STARTERS: if you want to tag me in a random starter, go ahead! just remember that don't know the plots of seasons 6-8!
MEMES: send 'em. i don't care if we're mutuals or not. i do not believe in reblog karma and honestly don't care if you 'use' me as a 'meme resource.'
CONTACT ME: i will always reply to anything in my tag- as opposed to my inbox. i'm not the best at replying to messages or meme requests for that matter. i don't have a discord or skype and don't really plan on getting either.
WARNING: my muse is fickle, and i won't always reply to things in the order i receive them. i will not put up with being guiltripped to roleplay- whether it's passive aggressive posts or sending 'poke' messages to remind me to reply. i will literally just unfollow you and be done with it. i created jeremy to be my safe space away from a toxic rp environment, and i won't allow anyone to compromise that.
while this is a JEREMY GILBERT blog, there are three versions of him you may find on here, depending on the universe you interact with him. see the FCs here.
MUN: hi! my name is stacey (she/her). i'm 26 years old, and my otp is jeremy x allison argent (teen wolf). you can catch me at my personal blog here or my personal twitter here!
ICONS: starting of march 2019, any srm icons i will be using for replies have been made by my roleplay mum rachie. all mooney icons are made by the lovely evie. don't steal 'em!
Prior to the beginning of the series, his parents died in a tragic car accident. His sister, Elena, was also in the car that night, but managed to survive thanks to Stefan Salvatore, who rescued her before she could drown. As a way of coping with the accident, he started dealing and using drugs, but soon stopped after the death of his first girlfriend, Vicki Donovan, who had supposedly died of an overdose. Following the murder of his second girlfriend Anna, Jeremy purposely overdosed on pills after drinking vampire blood in the hope of becoming a vampire so he could turn off his humanity. However, his attempt to become a vampire failed, and the blood healed the damage the pills caused to his system.
Jeremy was shot by Sheriff Forbes after Damon dodged the bullet, and was revived by Bonnie, who at the time was channeling the power of over a hundred massacred witches at the witch burial ground. However, the spell that caused him to be revived also gave him the power to see ghosts, causing him to be haunted by the ghosts of his dead girlfriends Vicki and Anna.
After experiencing multiple traumatic events as a result of the supernatural drama in his town, including being compelled by Klaus to stand in front of a speeding car, Elena feared for his safety and arranged for Damon to compel him to live with extended family in Denver.