Asher had tried not to mention the Fireflies to Joshua. Mostly because he didn’t want the other to stress out about the fact they still were contacting him. Since the whole save Joshua mission things had been a mess. You put an original born vampire in a place where they had trapped somebody he cared about you ended up with a hell of a mess. Asher was an angry person and they knew it now. There was no touching of Joshua or Julia. He was honestly ready to whisk them both away somewhere else he had heard about but didn’t have the resources right now to do it. If he could then the three of them, four if he got Katherine to go, would be long gone.
“Yeah…” He said as he set the gun down. He can hear the other’s heartbeat and moves to his breathing, not wanting to fully listen. But he did need something to listen to when talking to the other. “Yeah… You guys did. But their issue is I don’t want to work with them anymore. The only reason I was for so long was because of you. You were my handler and somebody I care about deeply. When they betrayed my trust and kept you locked up is when they and I started to have issues. That and they don’t like that I killed their previous leaders after I found you.” He moved over to Joshua and kissed his cheek. “I don’t want to work with a group that has hurt somebody I care about.”
His heartbeat is still irregular with anxiety, but listening to Asher’s admission gave him something else to focus on. They had certainly come a long way from passing interactions in the District, coordinating the exchange of contraband and illicit information. Joshua’s beyond grateful for everything this man’s offered him, a soft smile finally breaking his expression when the other male’s lips graze his skin, his eyes closing in passing. But the truth is, everything changed when he left– and it’s his fault, more than Asher could know.
“Did I ever thank you, for saving me?” he asks quietly, gaze following to catch the vampire’s own. So many people had made it possible for him to come home, but the cost in the end had been too high. It weighs heavily on his conscious, almost as much as the sensory flashbacks that plague his mind. “The Fireflies are in shambles–” he knows this firsthand; the trip back to his lab the other day had been… eye-opening, to say the least. “–is there even any value in your cooperation with them?”
two important plot items: i will never write the infidelity stuff of s3. and i won't write jeremy killing kol. these are personal choices.
this blog has existed on tumblr since early 2011, with the original url being gilbert-jeremy. i've also used the urls jeremysgone (post-4x14), jeremysback (post-4x23), and dontyouxdare (post s5 finale).
due to the nature of jeremy's story, you may find triggering themes featured here, including self-harm, mental health issues, drugs, alcohol, addiction, violence, abuse, murder, suicide, and death. this blog will NOT write ANYTHING related to rape/sexual assault. please tag your nsfw so tumblr savior can do it's job!
on the subject of tagging, please tag anything related to jeremy's death in 4x14 as stacey don't look. Same goes for audio posts of 'Come Home' by OneRepublic aka the soundtrack to Jeremy's first death. Thanks!
SHIPPING: i am equal-opportunity as far as shipping goes, but roleplay is about so much more than romance and smut. i am an absolute sucker for a good, honest, platonic friendship. relationships are all fine and good, but it's the friendships that weave in and out that make them really special. i will never force a ship on you, and i ask that you return the same courtesy. the only ship i will flat out refuse is romantic damon x jeremy.
ORIGINAL CHARACTERS: are my lifeblood. please have a simple bio accessible on your blog for me to read!
PSA: IF I CAN'T READ YOUR BLOG, I WON'T FOLLOW YOU. it is not my job to make YOUR blog legible.
STARTERS: if you want to tag me in a random starter, go ahead! just remember that don't know the plots of seasons 6-8!
MEMES: send 'em. i don't care if we're mutuals or not. i do not believe in reblog karma and honestly don't care if you 'use' me as a 'meme resource.'
CONTACT ME: i will always reply to anything in my tag- as opposed to my inbox. i'm not the best at replying to messages or meme requests for that matter. i don't have a discord or skype and don't really plan on getting either.
WARNING: my muse is fickle, and i won't always reply to things in the order i receive them. i will not put up with being guiltripped to roleplay- whether it's passive aggressive posts or sending 'poke' messages to remind me to reply. i will literally just unfollow you and be done with it. i created jeremy to be my safe space away from a toxic rp environment, and i won't allow anyone to compromise that.
while this is a JEREMY GILBERT blog, there are three versions of him you may find on here, depending on the universe you interact with him. see the FCs here.
MUN: hi! my name is stacey (she/her). i'm 26 years old, and my otp is jeremy x allison argent (teen wolf). you can catch me at my personal blog here or my personal twitter here!
ICONS: starting of march 2019, any srm icons i will be using for replies have been made by my roleplay mum rachie. all mooney icons are made by the lovely evie. don't steal 'em!
Prior to the beginning of the series, his parents died in a tragic car accident. His sister, Elena, was also in the car that night, but managed to survive thanks to Stefan Salvatore, who rescued her before she could drown. As a way of coping with the accident, he started dealing and using drugs, but soon stopped after the death of his first girlfriend, Vicki Donovan, who had supposedly died of an overdose. Following the murder of his second girlfriend Anna, Jeremy purposely overdosed on pills after drinking vampire blood in the hope of becoming a vampire so he could turn off his humanity. However, his attempt to become a vampire failed, and the blood healed the damage the pills caused to his system.
Jeremy was shot by Sheriff Forbes after Damon dodged the bullet, and was revived by Bonnie, who at the time was channeling the power of over a hundred massacred witches at the witch burial ground. However, the spell that caused him to be revived also gave him the power to see ghosts, causing him to be haunted by the ghosts of his dead girlfriends Vicki and Anna.
After experiencing multiple traumatic events as a result of the supernatural drama in his town, including being compelled by Klaus to stand in front of a speeding car, Elena feared for his safety and arranged for Damon to compel him to live with extended family in Denver.