‘ do you… do you remember what we did, jeremy? ’ so many words, so many explanations are bubbling up in her throat, but she’s afraid if she says it out loud, actually says we hunted werewolves, that all the progress they’ve made in the last few minutes would disappear. because who in their right mind would believe that werewolves, and vampires, and witches, and doppelgängers are actually real? and she wants to ease his worry for chris, tell him that their son is being guarded by a werewolf, and a banshee, and a whole league of hunters. not to mention that the beacon hills pack would be on their way any time now. but — if he doesn’t remember, he might not find that as comforting as she hopes.
but, there is something she can say. her hand finds the barely-there bump of her stomach. ‘ i don’t know why you went out there, i can’t answer that for you. but i might know why you didn’t bring me. i almost died, once. i did die, technically, for two minutes or so. and i left you behind that day, and i know you’ve tortured yourself ever since, wondering if you could have stopped what happened. and… i’m … we’re … i’m pregnant. so you, in all of your wonderful and sometimes infuriating over protectiveness, would not have risked my life, the life of the mother of your son, and this new baby’s life. that’s why i think you left me behind. ’ eyes falling, she lifts the baggy top to reveal her baby bump, and, above it, in almost the same spot as his bullet wound scar, was the scar from where she’d been stabbed.
she shakes her head, and she wants to kiss him. she wants him to know that she’s there. she’s there, with him. but she doesn’t want to scare him away. so she just looks at him, exasperated, tired, but still gentle and loving. ‘ it isn’t for nothing. it won’t be. i promise you, jeremy. chris is safe. that little boy is so loved, and treasured, he has only the best protecting him. he’s safe. and i’m here, with you. we’re together. which has always been my favourite place to be. ’ she bites down on her bottom lip. ‘ we’re gonna figure this out, and whoever the hell did this, if they’re still alive, they won’t be for long. ’
There’s a gravity to her words that he can’t quite place, like there’s a question behind the question she’s took afraid to ask. Confusion and concern play on his on his face, and his gut screams at him to push the subject, but fear holds him back. All this time, he had assumed that he had gotten into trouble, and that’s what kept them apart, but the male was now realizing that he could be operating under a false presumption. Who the hell were they- not just to each other, but to the world?
“It’s foggy,” he mumbles, shaking his head unsure. “The stuff in my head, it doesn’t make sense. It feels all out of order, but I don’t know the right way…. ” his voice trails off, as her subtle movement catches his eyes.
His gaze burns instantly. There’s enough instinct left in him to recognize the significance. Mouth agape, his heart races as her words swirl around his consciousness. The emotion running through his body is enough to bring a man to his knees- but it’s only when the mark of tragedy so close to where their child was forming inside her is revealed that he finally kneels before her, sitting back on his heels in awe.
Death and life, so closely intertwine, the desire to take her into his arms and shield her from the world boils under the surface of his skin. “Our baby,” he whispers reverently. An unsteady hand stretches out and lovingly traces the marred skin of her past injury before expanding fully over the tiny bump protecting the most precious cargo. Creases around his eyes echo a familiar smile as he looks up at her. “You were so nervous to tell me you could be pregnant again… but all I’ve ever wanted is to be a dad to your kids, Allie.”
two important plot items: i will never write the infidelity stuff of s3. and i won't write jeremy killing kol. these are personal choices.
this blog has existed on tumblr since early 2011, with the original url being gilbert-jeremy. i've also used the urls jeremysgone (post-4x14), jeremysback (post-4x23), and dontyouxdare (post s5 finale).
due to the nature of jeremy's story, you may find triggering themes featured here, including self-harm, mental health issues, drugs, alcohol, addiction, violence, abuse, murder, suicide, and death. this blog will NOT write ANYTHING related to rape/sexual assault. please tag your nsfw so tumblr savior can do it's job!
on the subject of tagging, please tag anything related to jeremy's death in 4x14 as stacey don't look. Same goes for audio posts of 'Come Home' by OneRepublic aka the soundtrack to Jeremy's first death. Thanks!
SHIPPING: i am equal-opportunity as far as shipping goes, but roleplay is about so much more than romance and smut. i am an absolute sucker for a good, honest, platonic friendship. relationships are all fine and good, but it's the friendships that weave in and out that make them really special. i will never force a ship on you, and i ask that you return the same courtesy. the only ship i will flat out refuse is romantic damon x jeremy.
ORIGINAL CHARACTERS: are my lifeblood. please have a simple bio accessible on your blog for me to read!
PSA: IF I CAN'T READ YOUR BLOG, I WON'T FOLLOW YOU. it is not my job to make YOUR blog legible.
STARTERS: if you want to tag me in a random starter, go ahead! just remember that don't know the plots of seasons 6-8!
MEMES: send 'em. i don't care if we're mutuals or not. i do not believe in reblog karma and honestly don't care if you 'use' me as a 'meme resource.'
CONTACT ME: i will always reply to anything in my tag- as opposed to my inbox. i'm not the best at replying to messages or meme requests for that matter. i don't have a discord or skype and don't really plan on getting either.
WARNING: my muse is fickle, and i won't always reply to things in the order i receive them. i will not put up with being guiltripped to roleplay- whether it's passive aggressive posts or sending 'poke' messages to remind me to reply. i will literally just unfollow you and be done with it. i created jeremy to be my safe space away from a toxic rp environment, and i won't allow anyone to compromise that.
while this is a JEREMY GILBERT blog, there are three versions of him you may find on here, depending on the universe you interact with him. see the FCs here.
MUN: hi! my name is stacey (she/her). i'm 26 years old, and my otp is jeremy x allison argent (teen wolf). you can catch me at my personal blog here or my personal twitter here!
ICONS: starting of march 2019, any srm icons i will be using for replies have been made by my roleplay mum rachie. all mooney icons are made by the lovely evie. don't steal 'em!
Prior to the beginning of the series, his parents died in a tragic car accident. His sister, Elena, was also in the car that night, but managed to survive thanks to Stefan Salvatore, who rescued her before she could drown. As a way of coping with the accident, he started dealing and using drugs, but soon stopped after the death of his first girlfriend, Vicki Donovan, who had supposedly died of an overdose. Following the murder of his second girlfriend Anna, Jeremy purposely overdosed on pills after drinking vampire blood in the hope of becoming a vampire so he could turn off his humanity. However, his attempt to become a vampire failed, and the blood healed the damage the pills caused to his system.
Jeremy was shot by Sheriff Forbes after Damon dodged the bullet, and was revived by Bonnie, who at the time was channeling the power of over a hundred massacred witches at the witch burial ground. However, the spell that caused him to be revived also gave him the power to see ghosts, causing him to be haunted by the ghosts of his dead girlfriends Vicki and Anna.
After experiencing multiple traumatic events as a result of the supernatural drama in his town, including being compelled by Klaus to stand in front of a speeding car, Elena feared for his safety and arranged for Damon to compel him to live with extended family in Denver.